my wishes

hmm..

judul ny aj ud kyk gni..
haha..

btw,I wanna say Merry Christmas to y all !!
haha..

Kmaren sbtu gw abis natalan PRBK di greja..

mm,cerita g yh??

crita aj d,toh dikit kn yg ngeliat blog gw..
haha..

jdi gnii..
ad seseorang yg gw suka d sna..huff,malu bilang ny..
y ud d,sgitu aj..
haha..
*ga niat cerita..

hmm,koper ud siap ni buat ke thailand..
wawa..
I'm very excited!!

haha..

Jeshi's Files

foto yg ptma ini uda lama gw edit..

tpi msi bnyk kesalahan yg gw buat..

huhu..

namany jga msi pemula..

hihi..

nah ni lgi iseng2 aj mo edit..

hehe..

narsis dkit bole dong..

ni background ny gw jadiin black n white..hihi..

long time no see!!

alo alo alo..

da lama gw ga update ni blog..

haha..

update ah mumpung libur..

wakakaa..

mm,ngomongin ap yh??

oh iy,tanggal 25 desember nanti gw bakal ke thailand,hongkong,macau,n shencuen *tulisan ny kyk gni bkn??

haha..pamer dikit..

yah meskipun gw rada takut buat naek roller coaster ny..

tpi kta sodara gw kalo ga naek,ntar rugi..

yg perkuat keberanian aj dlu..

wawawa..

hmm,ngemeng2..

gw lagi tertarik ni buat maen rubik..

3x3 gw ud bisa..

tantangan baru 4x4..

ngumpulin duit dlu yh..

hihi..

e iy,ni foto yg gw edit bbrpa mggu lalu..

keren gaa??

omegle.com

You: halloooow

Stranger: hey =)

You: hw r u today?

Stranger: fine

Stranger: and u?

You: hmm..little bad

Stranger: why?

You: today has many test!!

Stranger: what kind of test?

You: civil,math,chemistry

Stranger: are u not so good in civil, math nad chemistry?

You: hmm,i just don't like test..

Stranger: oh, i see

Stranger: where are u from?

You: its make me not have enough time to have fun

You: indonesia

You: u?

Stranger: belarus

You: oow

You: how age?

Stranger: 25

Stranger: u?

You: im 16 yo

Stranger: student?

You: yea

You: shs

Stranger: what means shs?

You: senior high school

Stranger: mm

Stranger: when i was a student i also didn't like tests )

You: hahaha..

You: almost every student not like test

Stranger: u're right

You: haha

Stranger: having fun is more..fun )

You: yea

You: im with u

Stranger: what's ur name ?

You: jessica

You: u?

Stranger: Ron

You: oow

You: are u working?

Stranger: it's not my full name

Stranger: all my friends call me so )

Stranger: yep

Stranger: i'm working

You: whats ur full name?

Stranger: in english it sounds like raynold

You: oow..

You: by the way,where is belarus?

Stranger: near poland

You: oow,in europe?

Stranger: yep )

You: can u speak france?

Stranger: no

You: oow

Stranger: u?

You: little

You: just 'bonjour'

You: hihi

Stranger: ))

Stranger: what do u do instead of being a student?

You: sorry,idont understand ur question

Stranger: i mean

Stranger: what do u always do in ur free time

You: uum,browsing

Stranger: sorry for my english )

You: watching tv

You: yea..

You: i also can not english well

Stranger: do u have a hobby?

You: umm...

You: i like design something

Stranger: great

You: and editing photo

You: ^^

You: u?

Stranger: music, guitar

You: waw

You: i can not playing it

Stranger: i'm playing in one band

You: what is your band name?

Stranger: The DIS

You: DIS?

Stranger: we're playng funk

Stranger: playing*

You: oow

You: what band du u like?

You: *do

Stranger: like Red Hot Chili Peppers )

You: oow

Stranger: i like Led Zeppelin, RHChP, Nirvana, The Doors, Deep Purple, Guns'n Roses

Stranger: and u?

You: i not really like its band

You: sorry..

You: but,i just like jazz music

Stranger: oww

Stranger: jazz rocks )

You: like jason mraz

You: yeaa..

Stranger: do u know morphine?

You: no

You: whats that

You: ?

Stranger: new band, playnig experimetnal music

Stranger: with elements of jazz

You: oow

Stranger: it's a trio

Stranger: drums, sax, and bass

You: do u thing its a good band?

Stranger: i like them

You: waw

You: ok,i'll find it in google

Stranger: all right )

You: :)

Stranger: after u can tell me what d'u think of them

Stranger: will u ?

You: umm,okay

Stranger: i'm interested in ur opinion

You: umm,what the title do u like?

Stranger: our conversation is a good practise for my english, so thank you for that

Stranger: title...title of what ?

Stranger: what do u mean ?

You: title of the morphine songs

Stranger: oh,sorry

Stranger: buena

Stranger: where are u? )

You: indonesia

Stranger: i mean right now

You: house of course

Stranger: nope

Stranger: i'll try to explain

You: i have listen 'buena'

You: its a good song i think

You: haii

You: u still there?

Stranger: in our country, and also in Russia and in more others, when you're talking to someone in ICQ, chat, or by the phone and when ur interlocutor

Stranger: keeping silence

Stranger: we ask

Stranger: where are u )

You: home

Stranger: no-no

Stranger: whatever )

Stranger: i'm still there

You: oow

You: i see

Stranger: good

Stranger: now ur turn

Stranger: tell me one of the bends u like

Stranger: bend's name

You: uumm

Stranger: and i'll try to find it

You: maybe black eyed peas

Stranger: oh

Stranger: i know them

You: yea

You: i like their new song

Stranger: do u like PRODIGY ?

You: prodigy?

You: i never hear about that

Stranger: hmm

You: umm,sorry..

Stranger: the prodigy

You: i must to go

Stranger: koay )

Stranger: okay*

Stranger: good luck )

You: i must to go to dentist

You: haha..thanx

You: bye..

Stranger: are u scared?

You: no

Stranger: wait

You: what?

Stranger: no, nothing, maybe see u nex time ) bye-bye

You: bya bya

You have disconnected.

ni,abis omelgean ma orang belarus..

haha..

my masterpiece..

White Bird..
Karya tersimpel gw..



Unique Green..
Just Admire


My First Masterpiece..
jdi maklum aj kalo msi jelek..hihi..



The Last One..
Kawaii..
Gara2 gw sering liat tmen gw gambar2 kawaii,jdi suka dee..

I ♥ pocoyo

Pernah tau ga kartun yg nma ny pocoyo??

ni pocoyo.. *cutee!!

ni sleepy bird.. kerjaan ny bobo mulu..haha..

ni Elly nma ny.. lucu yh gajah ny..

Kalo yg ni nma ny Pato..
yg perakhir,nma ny Loula..
hihi..



They're so cutee!!

September, 29th 2009

akhir bulan!!
kemaren baru kelar holiday..
huah,mo libur lgii.

hri ni melakukan kegiatan yg gitu2 aja di skul..
tpi ada good news..
nilai mat gw 77 ama 84..
gile!!
baru prtama x ny di sma dpet nilai sbagus itu..

eh,buru2 ni..
mo mandi trus blajar fisikaa..

September, 16th 2009

hri ini adalah hari yang menggembirakan buat gw..
karena bsok libur!!
haha..
senangnya..
huff..walopun libur,tapi tetep ada tugas..
sama aja boonk..
gw bakal ngerjain smwa tugas itu bsok!!
biar liburan gw ga keganggu ama tu tugas2..
haha..
hari ini pagi2 ke sekolah..
di sekolah ada penyuluhan narkoba gtu..
n ditawarin,mao jadi duta anti narkoba gaa??
mauuu..
haha..
cuma byar 15 rebu,dapet kartu ny ama cd nya..
haha..
mayan lha..
trus lombaa..
secara gw ga ikud lomba apa2..
jdi cuma duduk diam dikelas ama silvy..
haha..
ga diem jga c..
eh,OB dateng ngusir2..
kelas di kunci dh..
akhir ny gw n silvy jalan2 ampe 3 kali muterin tu sekolah..
haha..
gara2 bosen,gw duduk2 aja di kantin..
hehe..
bete sh..
tpi ga papa lh..
kn hari terakhir..hoho..
hmm,pas ada pengumuman kalo bole pulang gw seneng bukan maen..
haha..
bgus doong..
after all this time !!
hah,senang ny lepas dari sekolah..
rasany bebas gtu..

September, 13th 2009

hallo blog ku..
piye kabare??
dah seminggu nih ga posting2..
hoho..

hmm,share ap yh??
ttg hri ini aj dh..



pagi2 gw ke gereja..
masi ngantug..
di greja ga ad ci amel..
jdi awal2 duduk sndiri smbil maen ds..
hoho..
trus PW,dengerin firman..
pas mao pulang,mam uda di belakang manggil2 gw buat cepetan turun soal ny mao ke mangga dua,mao bli dress buat ko tata wedding..
alhasil,gw buru2 laporan ke tante dewi..
haha..
ngos2an th..
trus otw dh ke mangdu..
pas nyampe,kita muter2 nyari toko tempat ook tin2 mesen dress..
abis itu,muter2 nyari buat gw n mak gw..
haha..
ga dapet c..
tpi gw dapet kemeja kotak2..
haha..
trus plng ny ke mangga dua square..
disitu sebenernya gw dapet dress,bgus lgi..
tpi huh,kekecilan..
kata mba ny harus di rombak n butuh 1 minggu..
mendengar hal itu emak gw jdi males beli!!
huh,ya sud lha..
trus gw pulang dh..
di rumah belagak bete gtu ma mami..
tpi,nama ny jga ortu,ga bole di gituin lhaa..
haha..
abis ntu,gw bikin latihan dari bu aster,soal ny bsog gw remed mat..
huhu..
y sgitu dlu dh share ny..

Tegar

huff..
gw lagi ga nyaman di kelas gw..
ga tw knpa c..
mungkin karena gw duduk di pojok??
ato emang gw nya yang salah bersikap??
huff..
gw ngerasa ga ad yg pduli ama gw dikelas
ga ad yg nganggep gw ada di klas..
ga ad yg care ama gw di skul..
huff..
kmaren gw nangis seharian di skul n dikamar gw..
nyokab tau kalo gw abis nangis n nanya ama gw apa permasalahan ny..
gw jawab kalo gw ga nyaman di kelas itu..
huff..
tdi pagi gw ama nyokab berdoa bareng biar gw bisa comfort di kelas itu..

gw jga curhat ama beberapa temen gw..
mayan c..
uda mendingan..
temen2 gw itu support gw..
bilang kalo gw harus tahan..
harus tegar..
n gw emang kalo di sekolah udah mulai mengurangi cerewet gw..
ampe ada yang bilang kalo gw di skul rada pndiem tapi pas di luar skul gw anak ny rame..
huff..
y sudah lah..

let it flow ajah..
keep smile JESH !!!

The Heart of Worship

When the music fades
And all is stripped away
And I simply come
Longing just to bring
Something that's of worth
That will bless your heart

I'll bring You more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the ways things appear
You're looking into my heart

I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You
All about You, Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the thing I've made it
When it's all about You
It's all about You Jesus

King of endless worth
No one could express
How much You deserve
Though I'm weak and poor
All I have is Yours
Every single breath

I'll bring You more than just a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart

I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You
All about You, Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the thing I've made it
When it's all about You
It's all about You Jesus

Its all about you
Jesus


huff..
gw lgi down bgt akhir2 ini..
selain nilai2 gw yang jelek,gw jga ga comfort ma kelas gw..
hufftt..

august, 25th 2009

hari ini gw dapet berita baik ama berita buruk..
huft..
berita baik, kimia gw ga remed..
berita buruk, agama remed..
huhu..
pdahal agama cuma uraian gtu..
huaaa..
tdi gw ngerjain ekonomi jga ga gtu bisa..
hiks2..
huft..
hari ini hari yang kurang menyenangkan..
ga tw knpa c..
tpi gw seneng kalo uda mulai rabu..
krn besok ny kamis..
ya iy lh..
kamis ada pelajaran komputer n xkul komputer..
haha..
I like it..
trus semakin dekat dengan hari sabtu..
hoho..
btw,gw pengen nanya dh..
knp marsud sabtu ga libur??
bagi yg tau jawaban ny tulis di chat box yh..
hoho..

august, 23th 2009

pagi2 gw bangun dengan malas ny..
makan bakmi..
trus ke gereja..
di gereja gw laporan keuangan bulanan..
meskipun uda lewat tanggal ny ..
hoho..
pulang gereja gw ke MOI..
ni fot waktu di chewy junior..hoho..
makan karage bento n beli icy blue..
enak lhoo..hihi.. *promosi
trus jalan2 di centro ny..
trus pulang dh..
di jalan gw tidur..
ampe rumah gw tidur lgi..
hihi..
trus mandi..
trus beresin buku..
pas beresin buku ga tw knapa gw nangis..
huft..
gw uda sering c nangis kyk gtu..
apalgi mggu2 kmaren,,
mungkin gw stress kali yh skul di fv..
apalagi orang2 ny kyk gtu..
huhu..
y uda lh,kita kan sekolah buat pinter n biar masuk kuliah..
bukan buat nyari musuh ato yg lain ny..
stuju tak??

eh iy,denger2 lebaran kali ini keluarga gw mao jalan2 ke bandung n lembang lho..
haha..
asiiik,jdi ga sabar nii..

keseeell

huaa..
gy bete bgt nii..
di skul gw punya temen..
benciii bgt ma tu orang..
perna ngata2in gw!!
tu orang sok eksis..
sok cakep
sok berkuasa!!
huaa..
pengen meledak rasany..

n ga tw ny..
gw baru tw kalo dy mao masuk ips!!
what??!!
gw yang tadi ny mo masuk ips jadi mikir 2 x buat masuk ips!!
huah..
mending gw masuk ipa daripada masuk ips n sekelas ma tu orang..!!
huh!!
mo taw nama ny??
****** (6 huruf)

august, 18th 2009

hari ni hari slasa..
pagi2 maleeees banget bangun buat skul..
huhu..
ga tau knapa gw uda ga punya semangat sekola..
pagi2 makan,mandi,berangkat.
di skul renungan dulu,trus bengong (sambil baca komik ny fenty..haha..) sambil nunggu upacara..
trus upacara..
kelar upacara balik ke kelas,lanjutin baca komik terus ganti bju pake kaos kelas..
truuus,smwa anak disuru ke lapangan,eh ga tau ny disuru latian vokal buat lomba..
scara gw ga ikut,gw cuma nyumbang teriakan gw doang..
umm,ga tau ny tarik tambang lomba duluan..
daan ternyata kalah..
huhu..
ga papa lah..
trus gw nontonin yang lomba vokal sambil ngobrol ma silvi..
hihi..
disitu gw berharap waktu cepet berlalu karena gw pengen cpet2 pulang..
ga betah gw lama2 di skul,lebi baik tidur ato ol lh..
huhu..
sekian dulu yh ni postingan..

august, 16th 2009

hoii..
posting baru nii..
sebelah gw gy ada sodara gw..
ada yang nama ny axel,amel, andree..
hihi..
pamer dikit..
todaaaay..
pagi2 bangun..
trus makan mi kuah pake telor n sayur..
trus ke gereja..
trus kelompok kecil..
trus ke gading
trus pulang
trus nulis postingan dh..

trus trus trus..
hihi..

august, 10th 2009

hari ini gw bangun dengan sedikit perasaan males..
huhu..
makan,mandi,berangkat..
di skul,baru tau kalo hari ituw ada ulangan sejarah..
what!!
gw buru2 belajar dh..
hhi..
waktu pelajaran OR,ada test past bawah voli..
gw dapet nilai 4 (nilai 4 itu bagus lho,,soalny nilai paling tinggi itu 5)
trus,sejarah deh..
dikasi 4 soal,tapi bole open book!!
thx God!!
ada beberapa soal yang jawaban ny gw ngarang2 sendiri..
maklum,ga niat masuk IPS..
trus pelajaran fisika ny bu nadine..
di suru ngukur2 gituu..
abis ituw biologii..
yo wes lah..
biologi dapet pr numpuk..
arrgghh..

pulang skul,gw langsung tidur..
rasa ny cape banget hari itu..
bangun tidur,tiba2 badan gw panas..
hiks..
ga tau knp bisa gtu..
bokap pulang suru gw makan obat batuk gtu..
untung pas uda nyampe ke dokter,panas ny turun..
tapi pusing ny nambah..
dapet obat,pulang dh..
eh iy,nyokab jadi tuh beli tiket nntn konser jazz anak2 IMI..
asiiikk..
hihi..
hiburan gtu..
stiap hari ulangan mulu c..

eh iy,ni gw share jadwal ulangan gw mggu ni..
senen : sejarah
slasa : kimia, agama
Rabu : inggris, fisika
kamis : komputer praktek
jumat : Biologi, sosiologi
sabtu : Mandarin, Geografi
huah,di mulai lah hari2 gw yang berat..

hah???

tiba-tiba jam stenga 8 ada mba2 nelepon ke rumah gwe...
bokap yang angkat tuhh..
nanya dari syapa..
mba ny jawab dari bank HSBC..
bokap gw langsung bilang, 'ah,becanda kali,ni temen ny y??'
trus mba ny jawab, 'ini dari HSBC pak'
trus emak gw bilang, 'temen ny kali tuh,kasi ke dede aj laahh..'
langsung lah gw ambil tuh gagang telepon 'halooow..'
mba ny jawab, 'ya,ini dari HSBC mau bla bla bla...'
intinya mo nawarin kartu kredit..
HAH??!!
gw jawab, 'ngga usa de mbaa'
mba ny bales, 'lho,kenapa..'
saat itu jga gw langsung kasi tau nyokab..
trus nyokab ngambil gagang telepon..
dengan tegas nyokab jawab, 'aduuh,anak saya masi pelajar,baru 15 tahun..'
trus gw ga tau th yang mba2 omongin ap..
nyokab nanya, 'dapet data anak saya dari mana??'
trus mba2 bilang, 'dapet dari golden bla bla bla..'
dengan alasan yang berlibet libet,nyokab tutup telepon dengan tegas...
huhu..
tu mba ngotot banget dah pokok ny..
stelah itu,emak n tante gw berkomentar tentang tu mba yang nyolot abiss..
haha..
aneh yh..

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